Not Myself

I turned on Pandora today and the first song that came on was by the lyrically blessed, but majorly self obsessed, John Mayer. The man is brilliant in his song writing ability but utterly obnoxious with his outwardly self involvement. Aside from that annoying personality flaw, he writes some spot on shit. Leave it in the song and move on, John. 

Anyway, today's song seems to fit absurdly well for how I have been feeling lately and how I feel bad for anyone around me, including the real me trapped inside. 

I give you Not Myself by John Mayer

Suppose I said
I am on my bet behavior
And there are times
I lose my worried mind

Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?

And I, In time
Will come around
I always do, for you

Suppose I said
Colors change for no good reason
And words will go
From poetry to prose

Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?

Suppose I said
You're my saving grace?