I wasn't able to get a photo op in the snow in NC. I was barely able to make it out of NC because they have no idea how to deal with any sort of weather other than rain. We are getting plenty of snow here at home though, so as soon as it stops I'm sure my green and red friends will be out there.
I've been realizing over the past two weeks or so just how dumb I feel. When it comes to work, I'm pretty decent at completing templates, handling pricing, and understanding the general good business practices. Where I lack has seemed to be in the little knowledge that I thought I had with product fleeting out of my brain on a seemly hourly basis. It's not even on the stuff that I thought I had some familiarity with. Everything seems completely overwhelming and as though I am not ready for this and very soon all the important people are going to realize how weak I am. I'm ashamed of myself and it sucks. I wish I had a real mentor to learn from where I could ask legitimate questions and not be in fear that I'll be thought of as an idiot.I'm not even close to being an autodidact or even being able to remember a novel I genuinely enjoyed. How am I supposed to learn this stuff on my own? I don't have time to take a community college class and I'm not good at doing online learning. It's just as hard as trying to read an auto repair manual and learn all the components, how they work, where they go and how a Chevy is different from a Nissan. What makes the Nissan any better or worse than the Chevy? Ohhhh okay, now compare that to every other major make and model in the entire U.S. popular vehicle market. Where would you start? What's that? Don't know? Didn't think so.
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