I am boring. I don't know how to change that. I feel like I am letting my post high school/mid college person down. I'm not funny. I'm not there in the mental space I would have thought I would be. I'm disappointed in myself when it comes to the 'attractive' part of me. I'm not attractive to me. I'm not fun, unique or someone I would want to hang out with. I think being 'unique' is completely overrated. I think that people who try to be unique are just like every other person who is striving to be unique and that makes it, in itself, not unique. Not one of a kind. I don't want to be one of a kind. I want to be someone's muse. I want to be the type of person other people find that they want to be with. Not with in a sexy way. Just someone other people in a personal quality type way.
Ugh. I need wrinkle cream.
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